Monday, March 5, 2012

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"This is the place where queers are born!"


This is the place where it all happened to me, 2245 Bedford Avenue. I was in the neighborhood today. I've avoided this block for 28 years of my life. I don't know, what made me walk down here this afternoon. It bought a tear to my eye to see the building, still standing in the neighborhood. I just wanted to capture a picture of this. The foundation to my lifestyle. They always say it feels good to come face to face with your past. This did not feel good. I felt like that scared little 7 year old boy laying across the lap with my pants hanging down, over that chubby short Jewish man with the horned rimmed glasses. I don't want to talk about this anymore. This is just too much for me. I thought I was ready to confront my past. Apparently I'm not.

Friday, March 2, 2012

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 40





















"THE SCIENCE BEHIND, THE HAPPY MEAL!!!

Ooooh, a happy meal with a toy inside... I love happy meals and toys, though this isn't the type of happy meal I'm referring too but you can see the similarities. Inside the box you have a nice beefy hamburger, most times we have our sexy beefy man on top of us. Next inside the box you have french fries. Now, this can be defined into many different things. For example anal ese, baby oil, condoms, lube, vaseline, etc, etc. Next inside the box you have "THE TOY". Which is the most important part of the happy meal to a child, as to a man.

There are many different types of toys placed inside the happy meal boxes. I'm only here to talk about our toys. Toys like.... anal vibrators, chains, cock rings, dildos, ecstasy, finger vibrators, hair wigs, gsb, handcuffs, hooker boots, oxycontin, sexy lingerie, whips, etc, etc. These are just a few of our manly happy meal toys. Now, last but not least the only item left inside the box, a cup of soda. Quickly what do we do with a cup of soda after we finish our meal? We drink it. Soda can equally be used in the same way we use cigarettes and/ or trees after a wild night of hardcore, passionate lovemaking. "LIGHT THAT SHIT, SMOKE THAT SHIT".

There you have it, the science behind the HAPPY MEAL!
I believe a lot of people, both male and female experienced the happy meal. However, I'm only concerned with the men and their feelings of the happy meal.

hmmm, this is kind of creepy I wonder if, Ronald Mc Donald was one of us.

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 39






L.B. = IF YOUR GAY CAN YOU GO BACK TO BEING STRAIGHT? PLEASE TALK TO ME ON THIS ONE.

K.P. = Oh boy, I don't know.......... CAN YOU?

J.L.W. = That's a tough one, I don't think there is any backsees. Once a queer always a queer. That's why its best to stay bi but even being bi doesn't help, eventually your going to have too choose sides.

L.B. = Okay, True

J.R. = No, all you can do is go back to lying to yourself and everybody else.

J.L.W. = Your right Jamaal, everyone will become me ... a lonely man living a lie for 28 years with a HUGE SECRET to bare... no one wants that burden.

F.D. = No, because you'll be living a lie and you won't be happy within yourself

K.P. = Gud answer, Fred

Thursday, March 1, 2012

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 38






U-N-I-T-Y, this system don't acknowledge us sometimes that's why we gotta acknowledge ourselves and only ourselves and try to stick together as one unit... Straights don't get along with one another they have egos to see who can bag the better looking and most females but we as gays we're much bigger than that.... They are many things we will accomplish as a family joined together. So all who's with me let's hear you say.... U-N-I-T-Y LOVE MY GAY MEN FROM HERE ON TILL ETERNITY!
























L.B. = Aman, let's unity 2gether as gay men

K.P. = Mo power brutha... Jason L. Wright I like this pic to bra, can a bra use it

J.L.W. = Most definitely, Key Bear your welcome to use it anytime

R.H. = I'm with you, Jason L. Wright on the unity tip

J.L.W. = Thanks, Robert "True Taurus" Hussey, awesome name and long one too... Taurus huh, when is your birthday boo cuz mine iz in 3 months and I'm part of the zodiac bull too. How about you?

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(singing)

"I lovvvve my liiiife, fucked men my liiiife, live my whole liiiife I sacrifiiiice. This game I played I live and prayyyed that people say, We love your liiiife oh ooo oh ooo ohhhhhhhh I lovvvve my liiiife"

Sunday, February 26, 2012

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TIMES SQUARE SOCIAL NETWORKING PARTY @ THE TRAFFIC BAR
Wed., Feb. 22, 2012

I've had this email sitting inside my hotmail account for a week. It's for a gay networking party tonight. I was not sure, whether or not I should go. It's either go out tonight to my first ever gay affair or sit at home and watch re-runs of Jack Mc Coy. A very easy decision, it didn't take long to reach The Traffic Bar. Where tonight's Times Square Social Networking Party was taking place.

Boy, was I nervous walking into a room full of nothing but men. I see, where this bar get its name from. Wall to wall, traffic. Walking in there, everyone needed a special kind of identification. A badge defining your occupation. The relevance wasn't significant but it gave some sort of an opening to allow others to communicate with one another.

I spent a good majority of the night, sitting down. I didn't do too much socializing. It isn't any different like when I was straight. The only difference I had to set off the conversation. Which is rare I never been known to do that. In a straight environment.. females, especially "BLACK" females make it difficult to approach them. For some reason or another, I felt like those stuck up, boo'gee black women that be schemin' in the clubs. It was like the whole world have shifted and everything fell, right into place. Right where it was supposed to be.

I'm sitting in a room with a bunch of queers and I'm happy. Although, I'm happy there's still an void inside of me. I need to start becoming more aggressive or perhaps submissive is a better word. All these, fly ass hunks and I'm not doing much to blend in and mingle. I must say, though I did feel a tad below my self-esteem. This girl that you have here sitting down, this evening is not your typical "J-BOOTILUSCIOUS".

I didn't have a chance to divafly. I'm not going to sit here now and make excuses. However, if that so happen to be my reason it was due to the lack of my male success. I know, what I would have to do for next month's event. I would like to take this time to thank David Drake of "My Tawny Valentine". She was in the house, it was my first time ever posing with a drag queen. I figure, why not this maybe the closest I'll ever get to Ru-Paul. It's a nice photograph I'm going to cherish it for life. Everyone be sure to check out my boo, David Drake of My Tawny Valentine at the Laurie Beechman Theatre (inside West Bank Cafe) From Feb 17th to Mar. 02nd.

Although it may seem as if I didn't have a wonderful night. I did a satisfactory job, I would say considering its my first time attending an gay affair. I did get the opportunity to meet a few guys. I met at least five guys this evening. I didn't get lucky or anything but I still had fun and I'm still happy with who I'am....

Saturday, February 25, 2012

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 35






"THE H WORD"

they say we are H O M O but we are much more but still we choose to ignore the obvious... Man this history don't acknowledge, we were scholars long before colleges.

they say we are H O M O but we are much more but still we choose to ignore the obvious... We are the tops and the bottoms, What you looking for? the question and the answer that's because y'all know we got em

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Hi my name is Jason L. Wright I'm an epileptic seizure and lupus constituent.... I've been suffering from epilepsy for the past nine years and a half. Doctors say, peaNUTS are a source of good brain food. Tonight I'm scheduled to attend my very first orgy. I will make sure, if I meet anyone.. to suck up all the NUTS I can that will help restore my brain functions. Okay, wish me luck.

S.W. = GOOD LUCK HAVE FUN!

J.W. = Thanks, I don't wanna be nervous

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"LAST NIGHT CHANGED IT ALL"
Wood morning, my sexy black specimens, uh oh you must know something is wrong with me..."We ain't never seen, Jason air photos of his dick before?" True if anyone is wondering... Or maybe I'm just drunk, (singing) "last night changed it all I really had a ball" (stopped singing) as the song says, but whatever it is that made me this way thank you....

K.S. = Well damn Jason, be careful wit' that pretty thing baby!

B.S. = God damn, J!

J.W. = Thanks, guys y'all so sweet

K.P. = Nice Bra, Bra

J.W. = Thank you, Keywi I'll remember in the morning to post here... I'm goin' out again this evening. I don't know if I'm goin' to get as wasted as last night and have as much fun, either. I'm willing to find out my fun's worth.

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J.W. = (singing) "sex ain't better than lovvvve", "sex ain't better than lovvvve"..... thank you, Trey MUAH!

B.S. = Morning!

J.W. = Good morning, MY BOSS!

B.S. = How's it goin' J?

J.W. = I guess, okay now, was chillin' buttnaked until my aunt came over and ruined my all natural and pure day.

B.S. = awww poor baby, Hell I be in my room buttnaked, lol

J.W. = Lol, this is cute... I'm online chatting with a boss and your theme song start playin' by Rick Ross "I'm A Boss"... so coincidental, papi.

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(Questions) Why don't you like to suck a dick with a rubber on it?

J.W. = ah duh that's gross, like really your gonna ask that question... I don't think no one wants a mouth full of lubricant even if its non-lubricated. No one wants a mouth full of powder... BAREBACK THE COCK!!

Keywi = Who wants an STD,.... HIV, AIDS, fall back

J.W. = Hey!! You can't catch any of those things from sucking dick, raw (I hope not)...
Anyway, Keywi stop spoilin' my tongue action moments... wouldn't you love to experience it.

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 31






"WHY NOT TO STORE CONDOMS INSIDE A WALLET?"
A condom stored in a wallet can be deteriorated by lots of action. Even when the person carrying it, isn't getting any. The constant bending of the wallet caused by sitting and walking, as well as the friction from frequently opening and closing it, can cause a condom stored inside to deteriorate. Even if the condom looks fine, when you open it there might still be microscopic holes and tears in it that make it less effective in preventing pregnancy and the transmission of sexually transmitted infections (STI's)

Friday, February 24, 2012

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 30






(Question) If a gay brother has a straight male roommate, what is your gut reaction?

(answer) They're just homies. Don't incite the b.s. that's not even there. I think its cute and compassionate and shows a sign of unity that a gay male and a straight male can share. A place together without any need for turmoil or confrontation. It's two different worlds under one roof.... I dear to dream.

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 29






(Question) Would you let a guy piss in your mouth?

L.C. = Naw but when he nut inside me I'd let him piss in my ass but not my mouth.

J.W. = Yeah I agree you could pee in my ass but never a drop in my mouth.

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(Question) How many dicks would you say that you have sucked in your life?

(answer) Let me see, I'm 36 years old now... Gee I don't know I stop counting after I turned 8.

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AIN'T THIS ABOUT A BLIPP... I NEVER TOLD ANYONE OF Y'ALL ABOUT THE TIME MY IMAM BAND ME FROM THE MOSQUE WHEN HE FOUND OUT I WAS GAY. ISN'T THAT FUCKED THOUGH. ALLAH, DOESN'T LIKE IT WHEN TWO MEN MAKE LOVE WITH ONE ANOTHER BUT BLOWING UP THE WORLD TRADE CENTER IS, OKAY FOR ALLAH. MAKES A WHOLE LOT OF SENSE DOES IT.

L.C. = WOW, that's deep

J.O. = Damn that sucks. Seems like the places we worship are the first to turn their backs on us.

J.W. = Exactly my point

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(Questions) IS IT A CHOICE TO BE GAY?

(answers) It depends on the circumstances, each male or female (Lesbians they count too they're our sisters as well) It all depends on the person. Some transformations were by choice, some by emotions and some due to sexual abuse. And believe it or not some perhaps can even be by GOD. No one ever knows the person we'll become once we enter the world.

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"LONELY MONDAY"

L.B. = Feeling blah and down right, now.

J.W. = So your not going to do the MENAGE TOIS MONDAYS

L.B. = What is that?

J.W. = It's this club 'round here that does that theme... other than that I know a guy who knows a guy, who knows a guy, who knows a guy and so forth... we would rent rooms in a motel specifically for three day weekends and that's how the whole phrase menage tois monday came about.

L.B. = Oh ok

J.W. = I didn't do any this weekend because my so called, boyfriend who only sees me when he's horny is laying next to me... this is not the kind of guy I want in my life.

L.B. = Then, why you puttin' up with him.

J.W. = Cuz I'm stupid, besides wouldn't you put up with an 8 incher that knows how to use it.

L.B. = No, I'm not that desperate... Sex is not everything...

J.W. = (singing)"Sex aint better than lovvvvvve"..... (talking) don't mind me listening to Trey Songz

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J.O. = MORNING SEXIES! WHO WANT SOME SAUSAGE?

J.W. = Sweetie, you don't even have too ask. Your dick is always welcomed in my mouth, down my throat and touching my tonsils.

J.O. = Damn, its like that man. I'm waiting

J.W. = I know boo, that's the only thing that hurts us is THE WAIT- THE ANTICIPATION FOR WHAT IS RIGHT!

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(Questions) DO YOU WISH THAT YOU COULD SUCK YOUR OWN DICK?

(Answers) Yes, I would love to have my neck extend that low enough to reach my dick so I can suck on it, lol.... I remember, back in the days when I first started djing. I never paid any attention to these other djs. I remember having some sort of a moto. I always would say, "FUCK WHOSE MY FAVORITE DJ I'LL SUCK ON MY OWN DICK!!" LOL

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R.B. = Stop teasing

J.O. = What are you talking about man? lol

J.W. = You can keep on, teasing I can steer at your cock for days. Its such a beautiful site for my sore eyes.

J.O. = Thanks, Jason. Its been known to cure arthritis, the flu, and blindness. lol

J.W. = Jorel I've heard that before, maybe someday I'll find out the truth.. who knows it may clear my lupus.

J.O. = I'm working on that next Jason. lol

J.W. = You never know, you may kill two birds with one cock by doing that

J.O. = True. lol

J.W. = XOXO... good night, d. i. m. p.

J.O. = Good night beautiful. What does d. i. m. p. mean?

J.W. = Check your inbox can't let too many people know my personal vocabulary

J.O. = I just did sexy

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 21







(Questions) IS IT WRONG OR NASTY, CAUSE YOU LIKE TO SWALLOW NUTT?

L.B. = Naw that's never wrong. Just know the guy who is cumming in your mouth, yo. He
could be bustin' anything up in u yo..... Just be safe about it.

J.W. = I think it's sweet

L.B. = Aman yo even tho I do random from time to time, lol
Jason, it is sweet, like you my friend.

J.W. = Lawrence, why thank you, your such a sweet gentlemen with them kind words...
lol. I thought about what you said earlier, he could be busting anything in
your mouth. Lol made me think of this old, Ice Cube song. Wait wuz it Ice Cube
fuck it I can't remember but the verse went like this "She thought I came in her
mouth but I was only peeing"

L.B. = Lol, Tell It!

L.C. = The best form of protein

L.B. = Lol, Yes it is. It can make you healthy or it can kill you. lol, oh so good but
oh so bad, lol

J.W. = You know, he's not lying. I actually found that out yesterday when I went to go
do a urine test I sat in the doctor's office reading my lab chart. As
disgusting as it may seem there is a lot of protein in semen and I hate to say
this but believe it or not, urine. I just wouldn't advise anyone to drink urine.
Urine contains ulrich acid. I wouldn't advise anyone to drink anything
containing ulrich acid or any type of acid. Unless your on, one of those reality
shows, where you can win a million bucks then the odds maybe against you.

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 20






SHOWING LOVE:

KEYSHAWN PEARSON:
Jason, Jason, Jason L. Wright, may I say that any group I have you are more then welcum to be a part of it, You are a good team mate, there's some more up in here, not that many I must say, you speak, ask questions your alrite in my book bra, love you man,


JASON L. WRIGHT:
Keywi, that's not fair how u gonna do this to me just make me cry like that and we're not even in bed together at this moment. Typical man just showering me... whether it be luv or golden. Awww ur too sweet Key Bear, I love u too daddy.

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 19







GAY PSA RAP:
"yo fellas you gotta be careful today... watch out for the games that these bustaz play cuz some break the rules and some don't play fair, you might get caught out there if your not aware"



GAY PSA RAP:
"you better listen to Jay rhymes... cause being dick struck will git you nuthin' but a needle and med time, So pay attention to Jay rhymes... cause being dick struck will git you nuthin' but a needle and bedtime...... WRAP IT UP!!!"

Monday, February 20, 2012

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QUESTION: WHERE DO YOU GO TO MEET GUY'S IF ANYWHERE?

(answers) Lol, he looks like Dj Tony Touch. Wait this isn't him. I believe the hip hop community felt enough heart break with the news of down low, Dj Mister Cee. I don't like looking for guys, to tell you the truth. I try and pick the safest place possible out here, its too easy. I don't want dick that easy. Someone givin' up dick that fast. Okay, "HOUSTON WE HAVE A PROBLEM!" I just go to this beautiful park on the westside in gay city and enjoy the company of my peers.

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QUESTION: SOMETIME DO YOU WISH THAT YOU WERE NOT GAY?

answers: It's funny you would ask that I never wanted to be gay... The devil bless the man who molested me, "FUCKIN' BASTARD!!" Needless to say I usually have that knack of turning a bad situation into something good. It was something that I needed to deal with and work my way through.

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VALENTINE'S DAY SWEETHEART QUESTION................. Feb. 14, 2012
1. HOW DO YOU KEEP A GOOD MAN?

(response) Besides catering to his sexual needs... I believe also in, catering to other needs the man may have. Just being there for my boo, 24/7 and showing him I care about him in many different ways is a blessing.

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 15

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"MY FEELINGS TOWARDS THE SUPER BOWL"............... Feb. 5th 2012
Yeah, I never been a sports nut. I'm just gonna sit at home all day and watch my own shows. I never seen a Super Bowl in my life. I wish they had, Gay Bowls or BJ Bowls that would be something I most definitely be interested in.

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"CONFESSIONS"..................... Feb. 4th, 2012

L.T.: I think I'm addicted to naked pictures and sitting talking 'bout bitches that we all most had. I don't think I'm conscious of making monsters, outta the women I sponsored til' it all goes bad, but shit it's all good!



J.L.W.: LOL, that's funny I remember saying something similar to that effect 7 months ago. When I admitted I like cock. Someone made a monster out of me, 28 years ago. I just finally had, the balls to admit it and release that monster. Now there's two of us in the world so don't get confused if you find me at a BBW Strip party and then a couple days later, you may see my demon-half at a gay bar. I think that is the way, The Lord intended it to be for me. At least that's my analysis.

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"LONELY COLD WINTER NIGHTS"................ Feb. 2nd, 2012
Another, wood night these are just things to expect whenever you go to bed with an 8" cock. Of course, your going to wanna play with it. You may not suck on it all night but to go to sleep knowing that there is something special in your mouth that's some kind of blessing to me. It is an fortunate thing to be able to go to bed with cock and in the morning wake up with cock.

Throughout the night, I thought maybe I was creating "Thug Dreamin 2". As I mentioned, the night before there is no telling of what goes on inside a man's head while, he sleeps. Last night was a good night. My only downfall was not actually being in the company of male companionship. Especially on this chilly Wed night. It would of been nice to have someone cuddle with me. Especially during these months, (Jan.,Feb. and Mar.)It's crucial for a lady such as myself, to be kept in the warmth of a male body figure.

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"MESMORIZED" ................ FEB. 2nd, 2012
You know, at times I find myself at the start of my self-made make out sessions. It don't even have to be from these self-made sessions. I caught myself in the middle of live sessions. Right at that very start of the oral exhilaration. Your deeply mesmorized by the dick. It's gotten so, where at times I've passed out on semen like a junkie passes out on ex.

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"THUG DREAMIN".................... Feb. 01, 2012
Let's just call it that... after the night I just had it only seems appropriate. Somewhat, hypercritical on my part considering the hours before I was inside my room viewing my recently purchased sex drive dvd's. "Thug Dreamin In The Hood", one of the dvds on the list. I wasn't very receptive towards it. I was not feelin' the porn too much. This dvd is about a series of guys from East Harlem, section of Manhattan. Each male experiences his own night of sexual pleasure by their lonesome. The people who produce this dvd want you to imagine as you will... The Setting: 6 men all alone. Each man sleeping and dreaming throughout the night in their own apartment. What do we dream about while we're asleep during the night?

Which brings me back to my night. To all who are unfamiliar with me. Let me just start off by saying, "Everyone knows I'm like the King of Sex Toys, mainly dildos." Anyway, what I did last night. You know, what let's take this from the beginning so everyone can get a better understanding. It started earlier this afternoon, on 42nd Street (Mid-afternoon-Tasty Tuesdays) I'm walking along 8th Ave. towards 38th St. I'm horny and my sex drive is pumping. I'm in the mood to purchase a new dildo for my collection. I have a very inter-racial collection of dildos but one thing about them. Yes, you'll receive good oral satisfaction but you know, what's missing anal satisfaction. I was out there looking for anal satisfaction. Okay, it isn't what you think but then again. What do you all think? If your thinkin' I was out there searching for the real thing that thought did enter my mind on several occasions.

Oh, how I wish I can make that thought an reality. "Another place, another afternoon", I said. I was just out there looking for the right size dildo. The one size fits all, dildo. That's what I'm looking for. I did, manage to find one.. actually two because I was in Times Squares, the day prior. Anyway, I've purchased a nice small and petite charcoal black one by Doc Johnson. Doc Johnson, The King of Fake Penises. I wonder, how big Doc Johnson penis is.

Back to my dream come true. Several hours had passed and it was time to prepare myself for bed. I come to bed every night with a long T-shirt and no panties on. I layed across my bed: on my back, I begin pumping and pumping the dildo inside of me. I was having a bit of trouble, ooh wee What a big head for such a small cock? No matter, I will get it together and continue to pump it in there and once I did, boy didn't it feel good. I rolled over onto my side only to reach out and grab my 8" incher. I wanted a taste of that black chocolate I normally experience on an nightly basis.

The cock wedged so deeply into my mouth, soothing across my tongue. Drips and drops of my saliva, hangin' from my lower lip. It's an, sensational feeling I do adore. During the thrills and chills of the 69. I can feel my recently purchased, dildo seeping up inside of me and doing an excellent job for only an 4" inches. I don't know, maybe size doesn't matter as long as you know how to work it, right. Then again, I'am the puppet master of both, cocks all over me. These are my daily sexercises, they keep me on point and on my back.

Eventually, I've ended up fallin' asleep with a penis in my mouth and one inside my ass. The next morning, indeed there was a smile of satisfaction on my face. Sometimes it doesn't matter, whether it be a real cock or a dildo. You'll still receive the same exact penetration you so desire.

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"WHY, WE WEAR OUR MASK"............... Jan. 29, 2012
Hey batman. I was just sittin' here thinkin' about Batman. Batman was one of my favorite superhoes.I loved the way, he stood behind his mask. It kind of reminded me of everyone in today's modern day society, we all wear mask I specifically. A mask is something that hides your true identity that you don't want anyone to see. I hid my true identity for 28 years, it was not easy to unveil my mask.

So many people wanted to know, who was the real Batman? Imagine if, Batman revealed himself to the public? The reason, we have private lives and secret identity are for our own state of mind. Our own personal freedom away from the common people. Often times we never get a chance to do what we really wanna do. They're maybe times during the day when we're too busy. Until we reach that point of the day when being the person who we really were meant to be. Once a person remove his or her mask. What would you consider it? An identity crisis or identity relief!

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"THE ORAL SONG"........... Jan. 29, 2012

(singing) JUST PUT IT IN MY MOUTHHHHHH, AND IF YOU WANNA EAT ME OUTTTTTT (repeat)
wood morning, my blackness bruthas just figure I change up the pace, stir up Sunday with some ol' time Akinyele... (whatever happened to him?) How many of y'all remember that jam? That was the oral theme song for us.. Indeed my personal favorite. I remember at one point I would not suck a man's cock unless that song was playing in my system. Of course there were also my hetero days, when I wouldn't let a broad suck me off without that song in the system.

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"CAN'T HIDE MY SEXUALITY FOREVER"........... Jan. 28, 2012

1. EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE GAY, BI, LESBIAN LIKE ITS THE NEW FASHION... WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ALL ABOUT?

(answer) To be honest, its not cool being gay. I could understand bi that's a little more chic but not gay. It's taken me a very longtime to accept who I'am and to finally come out of the closest. Did, I enjoy doing so? I did but not for the sake because I get to sleep with different men of various races. I did it for peace within my soul. This has been a secret I've been caring for 28 years. Trying to hide my sexual orientation and during the course of those 28 years. I had to engage within the hetero lifestyle. Although there isn't anything wrong with being a heterosexual. I rather like girls but my inner soul was also tellin' me the truth, "You Love Men!" LOVE is a much stronger word than LIKE. I chose to ignore my inner soul until that day. The day, "THE BEAST INSIDE OF ME WAS UNLEASHED TO THE WORLD!!!" Now there isn't anything I can do about it, except smile, cry tears of joy and pray that from this day (7-11-2011) going forward everything will be alright, that's all I ask....
As much as I tried to hide my homosexuality, I'm gay now you either learn to accept it because I did.

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"PROMISE-PRIDE"............ Jan. 28, 2012
Wood morning, everyone what a wonderful night TGIF INTO TGIS written all over my body... thank you Twinn, for last night's BBW Strip Party and thank you to my boo, Daryl aka D-Rok who bought me a beautiful promise-pride ring, I really appreciate it, love. I also, would like to say "hi" to this nice man I met.. actually two nice men. To Carlos, thank you for Wednesday night at Splash for being by my side for me tellin' me all about the club. To Wayne, who I met last night you seem like a nice gentlemen. I don't know, if I'll be able to add on more beaus in my life. I would, if its not an insult or let down to you. We can continue as friends and see where it goes.....



Sunday, February 19, 2012

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(SONG) GOD LOVE US,....
God love us, gay niggaz.. next to Jesus on the cross wuz da crook nigga n tha killa. God love us, gay niggaz.. cuz on the streets is the hood niggaz but I know he feels us. God love us, gay niggaz.. cuz he be with us in the infirmary and takes time listen and he forgive us.



that was a lil' rap, I borrowed from QB's finest Nas Escobar.... I had to hook it up, "HOMO STYLE" nuh mean. Dedication to my gay bruthas, bi bruthas, dl bruthas, str8 actin' bruthas and curious bruthas. No matter who you are, "GOD LOVE US!"

QUEER AZ SPIN entry # 4





"LET'S TAKE A BREAK"......... Jan. 26, 2012
I know, I can be one of the sweetest gurlz you ever met and on the otherhand I can become that ugly man when provoked. Last night, things were taken out of proportion a bit between me and my boo. This evening, I actually went out with an attempt to find an escape from my baby. That was totally uncalled for, I'm back at home.

Daryl and I, are goin' to just chill out with sometime away from one another for the next few days. Baby, I love you too much to end what we have over our petty, petty behavior.... Peace my love, see you Super Bowl Sunday.